Sunday, January 15, 2012

Diary of a Fat Chick

Yes, this post is exactly what you think it is. This is me bellyaching about weight! And believe me, after the last decade I've got quite the belly going! :D

As of this exact moment in time I am 225 pounds, which is 10 pounds off from my heaviest (235).

And I just can't do it anymore.

                                                    Freshman Year  --------  Junior Year

Once upon a time I was in high school. And while I don't ever think I will be as small as I was back then, I hope that with enough diet and exercise I can get close. Until the middle of my junior year I only weighed 110 pounds. And then for my senior year I packed on a few. I think by time college rolled around I was about 130, which is perfect for my height (and is my "healthy weight" according to BMI). In the 3 years that followed I gained about 30 pounds. When I got married in 2004 I was sitting at about 160-170. And then.... the 3 years of my marriage happened. This is not the post to belly ache about what happened there and how not right for each other we were and we were just trying to make it work... but yeah. I gained about to where I am now in that time. Like.... 50 pounds in those 3 years.

                                                 Christmas 2011 ----------- Easter 2011

In the meantime my weight has fluctuated greatly. In late 2007/early 2008 when I moved back in with my parents I got back down to 190 (mostly because I was so depressed I was starving myself and eating like... popcorn and string cheese). And then I moved to Pierre, and then I had a baby. And now I'm at where I'm at.

And I need to do this for me, internets. I need to do it for my family. Skinny Jenny is in there somewhere and I just have to find her!

This is the first post of what I am sure will be many through this year chronicling my weight loss and my journey to be a better me.

It will start with me going to the YMCA on my breaks from work (where I am the assistant director of a daycare) and working out. That will start in February and I will report in in the middle and end of the month so we can see how that is going.

Stand with me, friends and random people reading my blog! Cause it's about to get real all up in here!

5 comments:

  1. Jen, you can do it. I have total faith in you. I have been there, where you are now, and I know it won't be easy, but you can do it. I can tell you, it does get easier. Get the habit going, and stick to your guns.

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  2. You can do this, Jenny! It's not easy, but you can do it! I'm here in your corner to support you because well that helps- a lot. I've been there- well kind of. I got up to around 190 when I was prego w/ my last 2 (mostly do to lots of extra weight because my bp was so high and that I was retaining LOTS of water). A year and half later I am 10 lbs- yes 10 from my goal weigh of 150. Now I know it's not a lot, but damn it's been hard. It sounds like you got the right idea to go to the Y. Be sure you talk to a trainer/ nutritionist because they may have some great ideas to help you healthily meet your goals.

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  3. Good luck on your weight loss journey. Thank you for visiting and following my blog. I'm your newest follower too :) Hope to "see" each other again soon. :)

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  4. Good luck! I've lost over 50 lbs in the past year and a half using an online fitness and nutrition tracker. The one I used was sparkpeople.com but there are a few different ones out there and they're free too. All the best to you!

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  5. I recently started working it if you're interested in working out "together" :) It's always nice to have a buddy.

    I wanted to thank you for following me. :) Have you seen my new place yet?! It's so pretty if I do say so myself :) Hope you'll follow me there.

    MySerendipitousLife.com

    I'm following you too :)

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